2nd time around...

Well its been my second attempt on blogging. Been doing some Research & Development this couple of nights (lol I make blogging sound so serious). And i've been enhancing some features in my blog (will definitely come up with more soon). Owell, consider it as a pastime? Or perhaps a another way of putting my miseries away. Been through ups and downs lately but still cant find better solutions towards solving the unsolved. Sigh~ Put all the blame on myself. I took myself for granted, wasted all the opportunities given in life. Now living with regret and feeling resentful are the only feelings i have. But to no avail, things just isn't getting any better for me. Perhaps i'm less fortunate compared to others (to all you smart asses out there), but i should be aware of my mistake and repent. How i wish i can turn back time, amend all the wrongs that i've done. Now, praying for hope seems to be my last straw. So, God, please give me another chance to survive this misery. Just a simple wish. I'm leaving out all the rest...